oh my god!

remember songs as long as you love me, show me the meaning of being lonely, backstreet back, the call, drowning...and like bunch of countless of songs that everbody who loves boyband or people who say that they dont like them but will still sing a long with them..come on!..dont denied it, this is like the guilty pleasure back before even the most rock or the "gothic" person ever become who they are now,
they will say that they love this songs one point on their life...so why should i bring this up???...hellllooooo...THE BACKSTREET BOYS ARE COMING TO MALAYSIA!!! AND IM GOING!!!...for the first time ever im going to a CONCERT or a showcase or whatever that people call it..and its going to be the BACKSTREET BOYS!!!...*screaming loudly!!!*

remember when back then when they should be coming to Malaysia and have to cancelled it cause some close friend of the band died due to the 11 september...or something like that..that the first ever of a close call of me going to buy a ticket to A CONCERT!...but when i want to buy it the next day ,,they cancelled!...so imagine the heart break!..
BUT NOW!!!...they are coming here and im GOING!!!..YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!...
thank you for farah for actually calling me and asking me and to hans and nor for actually saying yes to going and making me feel pressurized to go also..and thank you ALLAH!.. as my parents giving me consent to go....!!YES!! my parents actually give the green light and my bro pay for half of it!!..so dont you tell me that "whats the big deal ??"...for me ITS BIG!!!!!!
and im going..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.....

today!!

Today were my nephew birthday celebration..! *yay!!* 2 years old already!! so cute !!...but actually his birthday is on 20th Feb..but nobody cares right...so just celebrate sudah...
its not like a hectic and busy celebration ..and i didnt even buy anything for him..hahaha..dont have money to buy a present *liar!*...dont have time * double liar*..just saving for the future * triple liar*..
ok..
ok..
i just dont have the energy to buy toys for a boy ok!..if a girl is such an easy task..buy a doll and she will love it..or a bear in that case..but my anak sedara is a boy ..and he is such a very ganas one..hes like a little miniature of my brothers combined..* i think* ..and if i buy car, my parents will say "he has too many cars already",ball?.."no boucing ball in my house!..nnt pecah all my kaca perhiasan..!"..bear??.."you ada berlambak, kasi jer kat Farhan"..ooooook...so nk kasi apa????....baju ??...kena g lak kedai baju ...kan susah kan cari present nie!..but im a malas one sooo..its suit me fine that my parents tell me to give money sudah..so kasi duit jer ah nmpaknyer..but wait..x finish lagi but my dear 3rd bro *baiknyer hati die* give me permission to put my name on his card..hehehe..so like sharing ah ...so solve the prob!!
p/s: for the info..all my bros dh keja ok! so meaning have own money..me have to support me self...*yah, i know im a quadrupled liar*....

wow!!

wow....a post on an official blog???..the first !!!...yay!! celebration!!!!!!!!!my own space for a diary!!...but not as private as one can hope..hahaha...whatever..as long is mine!!!!yay!!!! *jumping around and popping baloons*!!