Wednesday, April 18, 2012

Hate Letter

You sucks..serious..i hate how you can be a poison in my life..i hate how you seems to leech and drank up all my blood until i just be so tired and bored with your drama.

Yes, i am talking about you..here was a boy name Atan, who got a girl that loves him and all his flaws, but in the end he cheats on her so that girl dump him..hahaha...


i dont want to talk much about him coz he doesnt deserve me talking about him..he is and still a very very stupid boy..i dont know what he wants and HE DOES NOT KNOW WHAT HE WANTS HIMSELF...eff man, serious eff..he psycho me on loving him and when i do love him, he goes and fuck me over with his ex?..what type of a guy are you huh, asshole??!!...you've got me but you want her?...

ooohhh THAT BITCH is another story..i hate her..i never in my life hate a girl so much like i hate her..shit, i shouldnt be hating anybody coz it will just make me more madder..but damn that girl is such a BITCH!..
i am bitter...

i hate him for doing this to me..but in the end i need to forgive him n move one..coz i dont want to be bitter forever..i dont need this poison in my life anymore..

i dont want to keep talking about him in my blog or in my facebook or anywhere..i dont want him to be special..coz he thinks that he is..but he is not!..i still love him somewhere in my heart, but i cant change him and his way of cheating..
so it is up to me to move on in my life..to just let him go and be happy myself..

he is the one that never did feel satisfied just being with me..that always try to change me to meet his taste and lifestyles, that never appreciated me, that never need me, that always comparing me with THAT bitch eventhough i am like 100 and 10 percent more worthy than her,but he is not like that..he is just someone that likes nothing more to go and eff with other girls than being in love me..

so for me its already over between you and me, and i hope it stays that way...insyaallah..Amin..