Its all about MONEY!

Its all about money in life..there is never in one person life money its not a subject..Like one statement in Jerry Maguire " SHOW ME THE MONEY!"...

i have countless of person telling me money is like the thing that keep the world go round..and actually yes i agree with them..know why?..coz i can be the breadwinner in a relationship or in a marriage but nak xnak ah kan, guys have to step up and earn my respect by providing for me lahh..come on ahh...damnnn that is one messed up relationship, when a woman/girl pleases a guy by buying his affection?..
it should be the other way round ok!..i live in a house where my father buys stuff for my mother not my mother buy gifts for him!..and that is what i will always keep in mind..coz in the end, no matter how much money you earn in a living, the guy have to pay the bills for the house..hell!..

Money is a sensitive subject. Thats why i never borrow money except my mom..why?..
in the end, when my mom talk or yell about money to me, i accept it wholeheartedly. but for others to do it for me?..come on!...i hate it!

btw, i had made stupid and wrong decisions of lending people money along my days when i was in love and being stupid. to tell the truth, it is still my worst effing mistakes ever!!!..so lesson learned!..until now, i had money pending on loan from that person..and they had the guts to tell me "so macam nie perangai u sebenarnya, pasal duit u treat i mcm nie?.."..mcm apa ???..mcm binatang kerr???..coz the last time, u said that u will paid me back within 2 months and its been like a year asshole!..who is the animal now?..you or me?...dont treat me like a stupid person coz sorry to say i was stupid once but never again!...

So whatever dude, its already over before it begins..dont start a relationship with so many excess baggage from the past coz it will (and trust me on this) haunt you back!..i love being single than to handle all this emotional crap about money, messaging, calling, hanging out and family..

So Later~...